that feeling when you have literally no feelings about a picture
Geordie at work on an amazing body suit .
At Tattoo Magic .
I know this doesn’t mean much cause your already in the universe making music and watching over me. But you my love WERE AND ALWAYS BE MY BESTFRIEND. My heart, my soul. I fucked up in the pass but so did you, we made it threw all of that though and showed people we were going to be something. And even though you weren’t world famous. You were town famous, you changed so many people and taught us so much. This will be the first time I won’t cry cause your dead but I will smile cause I know your in my heart, your in my soul. I will not cry nor dread no longer cause I can not go back in time and fix everything, I wish I could. I tried my best and I’m sorry I let you down baby. But I’ll be something, I’ll become what you wanted and show all these people up like you wanted me too. I’ll make you proud. I’m not saying I’m just going to forget you cause I never can. After almost 2 years of drugs, jail and heart breaks we still made it back to each other, you will forever be my soul mate Jesse Allen Anderson<3 but now what do I do without you? Am I forever going to walk this world alone and never feel the happiest I did with you from someone else. You were my soul mate so now what Jesse? I wish you were here to help me threw this like you did every other time. I’ll see you in my dreams baby boy <3
And to the person I blamed, I’m sorry. Cause I know the pain of people blaming you but no one could help this from coming other then him himself. We are all sad and looking for someone to point figures at, but that’s not fair.
Too the people in my family, we all will get threw this. But we can’t be ripping ourselves from the inside out. All we can do is make Jesse proud he called us family. I love all of you with my heart and I hope you feel the same. We’ll get threw this one step at a time. TUFF CREW will never die.
To every else, you don’t know what you have till its gone. That’s the damn truth. So please, don’t give up on someone you love. Don’t look back, fuck what ANYONE has to say about you. They mean nothing. “You can’t love someone if you don’t love yourself and your heart is your home’